A Day to Remember

That moment when you realize that your printer has little to no ink D:

Keep hope he said. Ironically the same guy who’s killing me :/ Why did I let this happen to me? Yes I guess it’s for the best, never talked on good circumstances anyway. However, I shall keep holding on. Well what the hell I’m gonna let it keep going. I’m ready to hope I’m ready to suffer, because nothing is going knock me down. That is, If my own demise doesn’t kill me first >_> blah

Whenever I see you, I just can’t seem to talk coherent or even form simple sentences. Today just killed me inside and tearing me out on the outside. WHY IS IT EVERY TIME I SAY SOMETHING TO HER I JUST MAKE IT WORSE?! I SHOULD’VE KNOWN AFTER A WHILE TO STOP TALKING BUT MY RETARDED MOUTH JUST KEEPS ON MOVING AND NOT MAKING ANYTHING BETTERRRR!!! She believes I didn’t want to be friends with her and she tells me that she probably doesn’t want to be friends with me anymore…you know that saying if you want something that bad, go for it? I tried so hard and got so far BUT IN THE END IT DIDN’T EVEN MATTER!! Why me? Grrr just fuck it. haha had a mental breakdown in 6th period after that encounter with me and her. I’m so fucking stupid. Why can’t all this just go away?

What a fun week \^.^/ Last track meet went great :D Went to Disneyland for the first time where I learned how to draw jack the skeleton, learned a lot about physics and motion, and got a schmoozie <3, left at 7 am and didn’t come back till 10 pm >:3 (came back broke though lol). Saw a couple of old friends out of nowhere at the library and stuff (: Awesomely Sweet Week :D aha

(Source: queenofthequad)